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September: Sometimes the sun warms the earth like it is still summer. Where do
I need the autumn sun for, why is this warmth important to me?
For this
question I’ve got the Magician from the Crystal Visions Tarot by Jennifer
Galasso.
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| Crystal Visions Tarot - Jennifer Galasso |
I’m not
always so keen on getting the magician. He is urging me to manifest all those thoughts,
dreams, ideas, inspiration that I have circling
around in my head. I love to have all those fantasies about things that I’m
going to do, but I’m sometimes fearful of putting those ideas into action. Afraid
of failure, you know. When my aspirations are swirling in my mind, they can still become masterpieces. But when I bring them into being they often look dull
and less colorful than I have imagined them to be.
But there
he is, my magician. With a drum roll he jumps out of my deck. “Let’s do
something today! The sun is shining. Come play with me outside! Look at the
warmth and the light radiating from my head. Look at the tools in my hands. Take
up yours and let’s make it happen!”
Hesitant,
I thought lets pull another clarifying card….. The sun… rest my case. The cards
remind me of the warm feeling of accomplishment and fulfillment that I get when
I have created something. So I need the autumn sun to warm up my intention, my drive to
create and then… I will do it.
Today I will go outside and enjoy the autumn sun
and think about how I can be creative today without hurting my neck :D
Sometimes I have to tell the committee in my head to shut up (bunch of critics!). :D If I can just stay in the moment with what I'm doing instead of wondering, "Is this good?", I tend to enjoy myself much more when I create. Have fun today!
ReplyDeleteYes those voices can be bastards. I'll know when I'm coming in "the flow" because then I'll be hearing myself humming:)
DeleteAnd thanks I will
Today we went shopping and then we had mushroom pierogis for lunch and then I decided to redecorate my altar. That's a good use of the autumn sun. :)
ReplyDeleteI hope you show us your creative efforts with those paints!
I am very curious about your altar, maybe you can post a picture?
DeleteSitting outside in the sunshine was nice, Sadly my neck/arm have hurt me so much today that I was hindered by it. So I couldn't play with my paints :( Luckily reading cards is not so painful for me at the moment.:D
Sorry to hear you're still in pain, Ellen. Hopefully a little warmth will help ease the soreness. And the Magician creates magic when you decide to make your will reality, even if that means deciding to sit in the sun and do nothing (not always so easy) :)
ReplyDeleteYes I've enjoyed that very much. I know I've made the right choice, So yes, that's magic to. Thanks :D
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