"This has to end! This has to stop right now!" The
screams of the Morrigan resound in my mind
when I look at this Ten of Swords from the Tarot of the Hidden Realm. I can so
relate to this feeling of inner rage. Always being kind, nice, friendly and polite does that to a person.
A few days
ago I had a serious fight with M (we 're all good now J) It did release a lot of stress and just half hour after this outburst we were able to
communicate and sort out our differences in good harmony.
Yesterday I
had visited my husband and as usual that caused me some anxiety and stress.That's why I had planned to do something relaxing for myself afterwards. Only a "friend" called me the
minute after I came home, again with
some self-inflicted problem, which blew my fuses. I kept calm and friendly
but after our conversation., I had to free one single scream of deep felt irritation. On slash of this sword and there was silence in my mind and a sigh of
relief. This Ten of Swords is a culmination of terror and anger and at the same time the end of it all. So
for me it was a most welcome card to explore
Affirmation: Today I am going to speak my mind instead of fueling my rage.
Affirmation: Today I am going to speak my mind instead of fueling my rage.
“I was raised in a family where none of us
ever raised a voice, so there was no room to express feelings of rage or even
unabashed joy - a little bashed joy, here or there, or being mildly
disgruntled.” Anne Lamott
