Today I
asked my Osho Zen Tarot to tell me who God is for me right now. I hoped for No-thingness
and I got No-Thingness. Don’t you just love it when that happens.
This card is
all about darkness, emptiness; Nothing to hold on to, no sense of direction. It
is isn’t negative, nothing to be afraid of. In absolute darkness there are no
shadows. This is the place between death and rebirth: The gap between the outgoing and incoming breath. It
is like the dark soil where a seed lies dormant until the spring.
So again I
asked what would be a helpful attitude towards this Nothingness and I pulled the Page of
Rainbows - Adventure. Here we see a child who moves from the darkness into the
rainbow of light, led by her sense of wonder and her innocence. Just moving forward
without an agenda or a map. Trusting that all is well and letting go of all expectations.
She is just moving forward step by step, moment by moment
For now I feel
nurtured by the darkness of Nothingness and I am not in a hurry yet to go on an
adventure but it is good to know that from here out there will be Something to
discover if I keep an open mind. And perhaps
I am already on this adventure without being actual aware of it….?
A few day few
day ago I’ve made a vision board which turned out to be focused around my spiritual
journey into the unknown. It has become an open, peaceful and spacious collage.
The texts say:
Intuition
as your compass
Go your own
way (literally: Go your own wise way )
