Being ill isn't something I experience often, so I am not such a patient patient J. I get restless and annoyed because I am not able to do the things I want. I was so thrilled with my Ace of Wands from a few days back. So this morning, still recuperating, I asked what can I do to give myself some peace of mind and I pulled from the Crystal vision tarot the Two of Wands. In this depiction we see a man and his dragon sitting on a rock and looking over a peaceful lake surrounded by mountains. It feels like evening; the day is done and it is time to rest. He is holding two wands in his hands. The dragon is cradling a globe with his tail. They were successful today with whatever they've done and they will have to make plans for tomorrow, but not now, not yet. They will enjoy the quietness of the evening and tomorrow they will choose a wand to pursue. One wand, not both at the same time. Then they will fly together over the lake and the mountains to new adventures.
This is for me a card of rest and thinking about my options for when I am better. It is a bit silly to get worked up about” to do’s) and “to wants” (two wands) when you are not feeling well. Maybe listing my projects and idea’s is a more healthy way of dealing with my restlessness than trying to do something and be disappointed when I’m not up to it yet. Anyway I've written a post again so that’s something to be content with.