My daily
draw is the Nine of Air from the Angel Tarot. Instead of an anxious woman in her
bed with nine swords hanging above her head, we see a clearing in the forest
were eight unicorns are sleeping while one isn't able to do so. I wonder what thoughts
could trouble a Unicorn?
I am glad I've
chosen this deck because its nine of air
is less scary and hopeless then the R.W based decks’ nine of sword cards. This
card is very timely for me for lately I worry a lot more than usual. Whenever I´m doing nothing and try to relax, the voices are starting to mumble and if I cannot shut them up they
get louder and louder. Sometimes reading a book
isn't even possible. I would be so grateful for some peace of mind and to be
able to finish a book. Blogging is working quite nice just as watching a movie.
But I don’t want to spend my entire day behind a screen. I know the best remedy
is to stay busy, but sometimes I wish it stopped so I could sit in my garden close
my eyes and enjoy the warmth of the sun. How can I ever learn to listen to my
inner (intuitive) voice when the screamers don’t shut up!
“Worry is like a rocking chair: it gives you something to do but never gets you anywhere” Erma Bombeck
“Worry is like a rocking chair: it gives you something to do but never gets you anywhere” Erma Bombeck
Sometimes I feel like the insomnia fairy had made my pillow her bed. My magnifying mind will think up stuff to gnaw on all night, making sleep impossible. I try to remember to ask myself, "Is this REALLY true?" Usually it is only a projection or expectation of the future instead of reality.
ReplyDelete`Magnifying mind` I like that expression. I know most of my worrying has nothing to do with the reality and I have to stifle it over and over again. Perhaps I have to start writing my morning pages again so I won´t be tempted to keep repeating myself
DeletePs A problem shared is a problem halved :)
I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time with worries :-(. I hope that things calm within you so you can enjoy your book and the sunlight in peace! So I'm sending positive thoughts your way.
ReplyDeleteThank you Olivia that is so sweet of you :D
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