And then I realized I was rushing from one thing to another without being present with what I was doing right now. No wonder I was experiencing lack instead of abundance.
When my meditation was done, I pulled a card with the question in mind, what could help me to really stay in the moment and enjoy what I am doing. And I pulled the Queen of Wands from the Mary El Tarot. Well this queen is certainly present in the here and now. Look at how she is presenting herself: boldly and fearlessly. She is a South American shaman holding her little Jaguar, which is a symbol of strength and protection, in her arms :
This queen is the ruler of our inner fire, the flame of our true self and our creative potential. She will show you who you are really meant to be. This queen always reminds me of Strength and when I opened the guidebook I read: “She provides you with a safe , warm and abundant environment where you can grow from a small cub to a powerful jaguar yourself; master of your own internal forest.”
When I embrace my creativity; my drive, and spend time with my cub, time will stretch out and there will be plenty of it to play, to grow, to work, to enjoy and to be grateful for each precious moment.