Yesterday
I've become aware of my need to do some exploring on my relationship with the Divine.
What do I believe? How do I relate to God(dess) and what do I expect from such a relationship?
What is my part in it? How free do I feel in developing my own practice? So
many questions arise when you start contemplating your beliefs. Yesterday I said I didn't want to hit the books and the internet right away. Instead I
wanted to go within and delve first in my inner wisdom and own convictions before
I start reading.
To
trigger my intuition I've picked up my very first deck: The Rider Waite Tarot (Pocket)
It felt so familiar to shuffle the small cards. I asked what advise the cards
had for me on how to approach this spiritual quest. And I've got The High Priestess.
That was a little personal miracle for
me. I haven’t pulled this card in months. It shows me exactly what I
intended to do: go within, use my intuition to unravel my insecurity about believing
in and connecting with God(dess). So my next question was how should I unlock
my inner wisdom? The priestess is sitting quietly; almost like waiting for
something. The veil is hiding the waters of her unconscious. So what do I have
to do? Open the book, take down the veil???
And I pulled the Ace of cups. If She
is out there She is surely communicating loud and clear. Just open your self up
to Love and be ready to receive.
It is so easy and we make it so complicated.
We don’t need books and cards and statues and amulets. All that matters is: sitting quietly, doing nothing
and drink from that wonderful cup once in a while.
Every sip could be an insight in Her essence and we can
show our understanding by giving this part of Her a name.* For instance If you
feel her waiting patiently for you, you can name Her: Lady of unlimited
patience. Be mindful how that name feels to you. In that way you can come up with so
many names. One by one you‘ll paint a picture in your mind of how she shows
Herself to you. In the same way you can do this with collage. Gather all kinds
of pictures and words which remind you of an aspect of Her and put it all together
on one piece of paper. I hope that this will help me to discover who God(dess)
is to me
*( Inspired by the video from Pagypstian: "Forming your own Image of Deity")
We humans are a funny lot. Give us a simple answer and instead of gratefully accepting it, we think "that can't be right; surely it is more complicated than that!" :D I truly appreciate this post, because it speaks to me on a personal level. And I love the idea of using a collage!
ReplyDeleteThanks Sycamore! I think I will start today with cutting out some pictures and looking trough my soul collage stash.
DeleteWhat a lovely draw. It can be so powerful to have your questions answered so clearly like this. The Ace is like that veil being taken down, dipping right into the waters of love and intuition and spirituality.
ReplyDeleteThank you Olivia, that is beautifully said. The High Priestess should have been enough but eventually I am very happy with this combination of cards to set the mood for my journey
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