For today I've dawn the Ace of Swords from the Original Rider Waite Tarot: this card is all about having a clear vision, bright ideas and deciding what is fair. But then I noticed how a crown is held on the tip of the sword:
Today for me this card is also about taking over the crown. Being the first in charge and decide how things are organized best.
Both my girls came down with a nasty cold (snotty and feverish and a soar throat). S (poor girl) has to go work until 8 PM (I will drive her) and M is resting/sleeping on the couch.
Yes, that leaves me in charge of the pack. Today I have to decide about right and wrong and be a fair judge for all of us(especially for our naughty and stubborn little boy). I also have to come up with some clever ideas to make this a bit easy on me. so no cooking but a lot of orange juice should be enough. I've already done my grocery shopping while Jofee was asleep an my girls were “watching” him. Of course I want set some personal time for myself aside too: To play in my new notebook or read some pages from “Shadow of Night” part two of the All Souls Trilogy by Deborah Harkness. A book a about witches, vampires, daemons time walking and lots of other mystical ingredients (yummy)
And last but not least I want to keep my head clear from murky pitiful thoughts of “poor me”. It is what it is and I have to deal with it as good as I can. There is no need for perfection just for loving kindness for all four of us