Since a few
days I am very quick tempered and snappish. Because M and I are now living with
the two of us, she is often the victim of my irascibility. After having discussed
this together and we realized what was happening, she gave me the advice to “go find my Zen again”.
Yesterday I
drew the first card on this subject, asking what I needed to get “my Zen” back and I drew the four of Swords from the Joie de
Vivre tarot. I thought I couldn’t go wrong with a gentle spring like deck like
this. The four of Swords told me to calm down and relax, to put my to-do’s on the
shelf and make some time to meditate. This was such an amazing experience that
once more is has become a priority for me.
This morning
after my meditation (two times in a little row) I asked what would help me to maintain
my emotional balance and I drew... the Ten of Coins……. Lovely, couldn’t be better….
But I wanted more…. The Sun….. Oh my… should I try again or would I tempt the
fates …..the Ten of Cups!!!!
I don’t think
it is necessary to talk about the meaning
of these three cards. It is obvious they radiate love and joy, abundance and gratitude. For me they represent heaven on earth.
With these
cards in mind I am sure I will keep my Zen today.
P.S. I just
noticed, while editing my pictures, the only suit that is missing today it the suit
of Wands. Perhaps I am fiery enough as it is.
