Yesterday
was a difficult day. Last Friday, M. had learned from her doctor she had to have an
ultrasound of a lump under her yaw which has been sitting there for about six
weeks. And we all know what everybody is thinking, when a lump is in the picture. Whenever one of
my kids is not healthy and I don’t know what is wrong with them, I worry a lot
and my anxiety tends to get overwhelming. Gradually I get sucked in a kind of limbo, where all I can do is wait, hope and pray and desperately seek for distraction in gaming or
watching TV-series. In limbo tarot shouldn't be allowed. The cards speak only
about gloom and doom and I am forgetting the fact I don’t do predictions. But
then the moment came we were at the hospital and the doctor spoke the
liberating words:” It’s nothing serious”. I barely could keep myself from
kissing the man. We celebrated life with a large ice-cream. When I came home I
felt so good, happy and relieved.
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First, big hugs all around for you and M. Honestly I deal much better with waiting to hear news dealing with me than my kid. My heart goes out to you and what you both had to go through emotionally - it can be so draining. Yet what a feeling of rebirth when the news is good!
ReplyDeleteThanks you so much!!! Same here. When my kids are concerned I am knocked out so easily :)
DeleteWe are both so happy and light hearted!!!
Excellent news!!! That Ace of Bows is a bright, shining, lovely fire to dry up that 4 of Vessels. I'm so happy all is well and you can embrace relief and joy <3
ReplyDeleteThanks Olivia. we are all over the moon about it
DeleteGood news, we love it!
ReplyDeleteYour scans make this deck look inviting, I love Will Worthington's art.
Yes it is; thank you Sharyn
DeleteIt is a wonderful deck and it is so different, compared to other decks, to read with it :)
So happy for your good news. Now...the 4 of Cups could be your limbo of waiting that you describe, and the Ace of Bows could be the 'spark of life' you felt that led you to celebrate with ice cream. So many ways to look at it. :D
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Oh wait, you said that! ha ha! :D
DeleteHa ha Thanks for stopping by :D
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I am so pleased to know that all is well.
ReplyDeleteAnd these cards tell the story beautifully. Great interpretations - spark of life, I love that :)
Thank you, so are we. The sun is shining and life is beautiful :)
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